ShiTingx33

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2011-06-07T22:23:00.000-07:00

the days that we once had.
the happy moments that we once hold.
the spirit that i once had.
its all gone.

I may seem to be a fool, a joke to you but mind you.
Im a human afterall. I have a heart, same like you and evryone on earth.
I dont mind being a joke to you. But i just hope that you can traet me better. At least let me know that you care about me.

okkk... what am i exactly ranting about sia. I just feel sad. NO! Aiya dont know how to descibe. Just feel that it is worthless. Come on and i am not even studying sia. Can i please go study now?
Its fucking irritating to want to study but not doing so.
Hate this feeling like seriously!!!
Do i want to graduate???
kk all this talks are nonsense. Shall force myself now.
BB.

dedication to jiewei

2011-04-04T04:28:00.000-07:00

JIE WEI <3 dun need be jealous haha. i may not have post a blog about you but u still carry the same weight as adora :)

hmmm....zeahway: thanks for being by my side whenever i am feeling low! I know you are always there for me. No matter how much i have complained to you or how irritting i am, you still bare with it. you did not mind about me. I may not be a really good friend but i use my sincere to treat everyone of my friends, including you:) We have been friends since primary 4 nd that makes us know each other for 9years. 9 years is alot and the memories we have created weighs alot. Still rmb during bio lesson, i always wanted to sit beside you but sometimes you refused. haha. And in the end i will keep shifting my space to make sure that i am beside you. hehe. Its quite fun actually. No matter how low my bio grades are, you and the rest will always encouraged me and even used ji jiang fa. Rmb that you will always borrow my maths notes before maths test?( the doraemon book) but you are not very well behaved cos you will always scribble on my book. haha.

I am lucky to know you & this cant be described in words!!!
just to let you know, you are considered part of my family already :) love you forever <3

dedicated to adora :)

2011-04-03T07:48:00.000-07:00

OMG adora you made my day!!! just to let you know, actually is jw tell me abt it de then i go to ur blog cos my very long didnt see blogs le. Anyway its really touching to see ur post. ya u know, i almost cried!

yes. i miss secondary school life too. We were once best friends and i know our friendship will never end. I can also rmb us not listening in class, keep on talking and talking and ignoring the teachers' presence. We could talk anything under the sun and share lots of our personal stuffs. As you have said: "its just you and me" I really miss those days! We have also tried things tgt. Rmb? Lyk skipping sch when we were sec4 becos of ss! haha. And chionging to the canteen on tues becos of the friend fish. Going to your house to play. Going around the school to bluff them that we were counsins. Forming a family in school, as in with wei kang they all. Its good to have memories lyk this. Once in a while when we are feeling low, this memories keep us strong.

I hope that we can continue to create more memories and even when we are old. The only thing that i regret is not being able to spend more time with you after we have gone to jc. Its been a long tie since i saw you. I have met up with jie wei and louise when they came to my house recently. And took kee and gladys during the steamboat outing. Hope to see you soon. I love you <3

*hope that all our PW grades will be fantastic!
*JIAYOU for A'level and those in poly continue to work hard! We can do it. FIGHTING!!! :)

p.s :Rmb our pact right???? (I'll be waiting for you ~)

friendship week :)

2011-02-18T22:27:00.000-08:00

Happy Friendship week :)
this week is friendship week and valentine's day!
yesterday, tpjc's councilor organised friendship carnival from 6.30 to 8pm. I think it is the first year tpjc is having this carnival and all thanks to this batch of councillor. Hmm... but the no. of people attending is quite little although the hall is quite crowded. lol wat am i talking? haha. Took photos, watch performances, but didnt eat the food. haha.
After the carnival, we went to century square to eat supper but is supposed to be our dinner! At first wanted to eat sakae but no space for like the 12 of us. So went to hong kong cafe to eat till 10plus. went home after that.
This is like the first time i went home so late with my jc friends.

Seems like im getting used in 10a07 already although i still misses a08.
luckily the people in a07 is friendly and helpful and is able to tolerate my irritating-ness. haha.
This valentine's day im so happy. haha. Recieved heart-shaped balloon, cookies, kinderjoy,... And

mr ng even bought our class's girl each a rose :)
He's damn good la! Even brought us to old folks home during chinese new year to talk to them and bought chicken essence plus new year's goodies for the school's cleaner. He says must do more good deeds if we can afford to. He's my idol le la. I must learn from him and help more unfortunate people:)

JIEWEI*LOUISE*ADORA*GLADYS*TOOKKEE I MISS YOU ALL!!!!!!
love you all always :)

2011

2011-01-04T22:09:00.000-08:00

its a new beginning, a new start!
yes. 1 yr has past.

Adora is finally backed from japan:)
its been a long time since i saw her.

went back to popular to work since 19dec till 1jan.
it was great as my relationship with my colleagues became closer.
dint regret going back. (ok la, maybe a little)

touched by JW's blog:)
wanted to thank her for being my best friend too!
willing to listen to my crap and my complains everytime & will try to console me unconditionally.

it seems that i am not having a good start in 2011.
many unexpected things have happen and i am quite shocked in the beginning,
and somethings make me feel unhappy
but i supposed this is only a starting and everything is going to be fine.
hope that everything will change...
& i ought to stop being so slacked!
omg.

just hope that my friends will continue to stay by me,
hope that everyone will stay happy and healthy,
my sis will get good results for her O'level,
i can do well in A'level.

happy 2011 :)

bored

2010-12-10T05:49:00.000-08:00

sian.
why cant i juz study? I knew that i have nothing to do but i juz dun feel lyk studying. Omg! But shi ting, thats not the attitude!!! you must rmb how you get to promote! ( by chance)
since the Standard Chartered Marathon on sunday, my holiday doesnt seems to have any big event anymore.
Boring~

my cactus juz died today:(
sad.... ok la its my fault cos it wasnt really me who take care of it. it was my dad. hehe, nvm, i shall grow 1 more.

Raymond lam came to downtown east on 4dec :)
although i didnt go but i could feel the crowd there.

watching 囧探查過界 and 绝代商骄^^

happy :)

2010-11-26T06:56:00.000-08:00

ADORA!!!!!!! dun think so much. haha.

ADORA & TOOK KEE have fun in your trips :)
bring joy and laughter to the ppl there!

Went to NP to find jw and mmw today. & chat wif shiying for a while.
NP is so big. omg. So cool. You can rent cds and movie in their library and its quite the latest! The food is oso quite yummy and v. cheap. haha. There is still a game room and alot of study places and it looks comfortable.
Did my hw there although not quite alot.
After that went to seragoon to meet gladys and adora to pass adora my track pants.
Thought that it is quite far from NP to seragoon but in the end quite fast.
bus from NP to dover station - dover station take mrt to outram mrt - outram mrt to seragoon mrt.
Then went clarke quay with gladys for dinner, together with jw, mmw, CH, yh, wj, clarence and shuan. Ate at Italian restaurant and they keep laughing at 1 waitress. After that went burger king to eat ice cream.

Its been a long time since i had so much time and meet with the rest :)

goodbye

2010-11-21T20:24:00.000-08:00

no matter who you are in the past or who you will be in future. Its this life that matter!

went to dentist yesterday.
sad to know that my back tooth has to be extracted out. Damn scared at that moment that my whole body was shivering and the nurse came to console me. haha.
i had 3injections so that i will not feel the pain but the numbness is causing me to feel uncomfortable that i want to puke.
for the whole day, my tooth there the whole was bleeding non-stop but my mum says it is normal and she says i was getting on her nerve. haha. cos i keep asking her what will happen if i bleed non-stop? will i die? etc. haha.
but it feels really weird without the teeth there :(

goodbye my teeth.
rest in peace:)
(perhaps u will be damn happy that u are no longer in my mouth. haha)

memories:)

2010-11-18T02:13:00.000-08:00

memories are always there to accompany you when you are feeling down.
only memories will not lie to you and they are always true.
the people may not be beside you but you can still sense their presence.
that's memories.

心若倦了泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
已不见你暮暮与朝朝

多余的

2010-11-15T04:41:00.000-08:00

不知不觉今年要到年尾了...
有不少让我愉快的事, 也有不少让我纳闷的事.
总觉得我今年不太认真.
无所谓啦.
高一的生活也要告一段落了.
不知不觉,对同学们也有了感情.
让我遗憾的是另一班朋友.
我们分开了一年, 虽然偶尔有见面,可是总觉得关系没那么亲了.
似乎中间隔了一道墙,感情没那么深.
可是我们多年来的友谊就这样眼睁睁地断了吗?
我不甘心.
可是我也好像没什么能做的.
不管到什么场合我总觉得自己是多余的...
或许吧.

wishes

2010-11-14T00:43:00.000-08:00

really wished that A08 will not be disbannded.
it isnt really good to go to a new class where they have already had their own clinque. Its awkward and it isnt very nice.

lucky that the thing i wished for has come true.
At this time next year, hope that i will still think that im really lucky to be promoted. So, i must really work hard. To use one month to catch up with one year's work.

life is predestined.
but we can always change our own life!
do not give up.
love life:)

byebye

2010-11-10T07:17:00.000-08:00

Omg. Finally can bade goodbye to PW already.
bye.
(i think i think to celebrate, haha)
OP was quite good today, not bad ba. At least yun chou told me it's my best presentation. hope that he is not bluffing me. Before OP he is still joking with us sia. He said he wanted to make us laugh and relax but it ended up making me more nervous. The Q&A was quite unexpected but still ok la.

TP141 ROXS

我发誓我会活得有笑容!

意义

2010-11-08T05:25:00.000-08:00

不是一句 "够了!到此为止!你还要着要继续吗?" 就可以停止一切!!!

omg wed is my OP! Im freaking nervous about it :(

Thurs getting back final results...
pray.
hope for the best:)

4e1 :)

2010-11-06T00:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was 4e1's bbq @ ECP :)
*ms leo came and she looks like 17years old when she was with us.
*feels so good having to see dora, jw, lu, tk and gla ^^

愉快不能够假装快乐
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞

:)

2010-11-02T00:57:00.000-07:00

After thinking for several days, retain may not be as bad as what i used to think.
Im prepared to be retain.

当所有如果
都沒有如果
只有失去的溫柔最溫柔

* 有的时候, 弯下的是腰, 捡起初来的却是无价的尊严.

hi, my sweetheart

2010-10-23T01:11:00.000-07:00

really hope that some people can cooperate. Time is running out already.

恭喜杨丞琳得到第45屆電視金鐘獎的女主角!!! "宝珠姐!"
罗志祥没关系! 薛海和达浪是最棒的!

Its ok luo zhi xiang, having your name in the list is already a confirmation that your acting skills are up to standard.
Hope that both of them will continue to work hard and wish to see them work together again, whether it is drama or song.

25oct is shihui's birthday:)
but at the same time, i dun wish for the day to arrive. Cos i will be knowing my results.
my only wish is that i can pass everything. As long as i pass everyhting, it will be fine.
lets pray.

dreadful

2010-10-19T02:12:00.000-07:00

yes! i hate to admit that i am irritating sometimes.( maybe always to some)
But i really hate the feeling of being seen as transparent. I hate to be ignored when i call you. I hate those who only treat me very good and always put on a fake smile just because you need me.
Cant you see that my idiot-ness is just to attract attention. I purely just want to be notice. That's all. Do you all really think that im happy? I feel that i am really stupid?
I think that it is enough. I should stop now.
I think it doesnt really matter to me. Even if i am lonely. Even if i am being abandoned. Even if no one care about me. Its ok.

撒娇的可爱的
粘人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆

bored!

2010-10-17T01:39:00.000-07:00

life after exams seems lifeless...

yipee finally changed my blogskin le!
ok must really thank my sister. haha. I did learn while watching her change. But scolded by her in the mean time for eating and playing ipod while she was helping me change. hehe.

good news:
PROMOS IS OVER!!!

bad news:
i think im gonna stay in J1...
anyway i shall play during this period of time while waiting for my results which will be release on 25 and 26oct.
oh ya 25oct is my sis birthday:)

went to sing karaoke on 13oct with jw and lu. (saw mengyin with her friends)
was very embarrased. haha. After that we went to eat sakae sushi. thank you lu:)
then went pasta mania with chen hang, zhong cheng, wei jie and xiaobo
不懂你的黑色幽默

went to bedok 85 with mun yaeng for dinner on 15oct.
ate chicken wing, ou jian and satay.

TALKS...

2010-09-30T09:45:00.000-07:00

jie wei says:
http://sgforums.com/forums/1501/topics/412002
ShiTing(: says:
very cold!!!
jie wei says:
looks promising OSHARA siol
ShiTing(: says:
virus!!!
jie wei says:
ya
dun click
its a virus
louise says:
cold?
SERIOUS
I CLICK EH
FCK YOU
jie wei says:
LOL
louise says:
no luh
its sg forum
-_-
jie wei says:
must pei he st wat
ShiTing(: says:
lol
louise ur fck u damn funny
i read till i keep laughing
louise says:
haha
ShiTing(: says:
when u become so vulgar arh?
not the lu i noe anymore!!!
louise says:
recently
HAHA
i will change for btr
jie wei says:
http://sgforums.com/forums/1501/topics/411566
louise says:
when i find a btr substitute to it
jie wei says:
work in hotel
ahahaha
louise says:
haha
ShiTing(: says:
VIRUS!!!
jie wei says:
like
louise says:
I lazy sia
HAHA
jie wei says:
Goodness gracious me
Oh lord!
jesus christ
ShiTing(: says:
VIRUS!!!!
jie wei says:
LOL
ShiTing(: says:
lol
jie wei says:
dun expect us to reply you st
ShiTing(: says:
u all ignore me
tsk
louise says:
what hotel?
jie wei says:
THE SAME JOKE CANNOT BE USED OVER AND OVER AGAIN
LOL!
louise says:
HAHA
ShiTing(: says:
haha
lu i very cold now
louise says:
ITS CALL 老更
jie wei says:
pour hot water on urself
LOL
louise says:
whyyy
ShiTing(: says:
i sis on aircon 17 degree i very cold
geng/
louise says:
SWITCH OFF AIRCON LA

louise says:
I keep shitting eh. EAT TOO MUCH PAMELO
idk spell correct anot
HAHA
jie wei says:
lololol
NO
U SPELLED IT WRONGLY
U MEANT, SHI TING? LOLOL
louise says:
no
the pamelo
ShiTing(: says:
haha when u shit did u think of me?
jie wei says:
no lah, shi ting
we not that bad
we only thought about u when we flushed. HHAHA
ShiTing(: says:
haha
louise says:
DONT HAF LA
ShiTing(: says:
tsk.
wtf.
jw u make me laugh again
jie wei says:
lol
omg st scolds wtf
lololol
ShiTing(: says:
normal la. i at sch oso scold fck de
except for i go home then control
jie wei says:
lOL!
bad girl
ShiTing(: says:
i wan copy lu to scold more
jie wei says:
later u write in gp
ShiTing(: says:
lol
jie wei says:
or econs
ShiTing(: says:
then teacher will scold lyk siao
wont la.
jie wei says:
"I think hor only when got supply hor then got demand lor. else fucking put there for what"
ShiTing(: says:
lol. omg. jw stop making me laugh. later i cannot slp.
laugh too much.
jie wei says:
lololol
i am so high now
louise says:
HAHA. " peter shout shut the fck up. "

louise says:
ITS EXAM
I AM HARDWORKING
I GOT MOTIVATION TO STUDY SIOLZ
ShiTing(: says:
i no motivation
jie wei says:
my blog alot of wtf also
I GOT NO MOTIVATION TOO
ShiTing(: says:
wo de qian tu yi pian heei an!
jie wei says:
WO YE SHI
T_T
WO KAN BU DAO WEI LAI
ShiTing(: says:
wo ye shi
jie wei says:
WO SHI XIAO HUANG QI
NI SHI WO DE YAN
louise says:
HAHA

jie wei says:
u should open
ShiTing(: says:
dun look down on shit hor
jie wei says:
a shit museum
louise says:
open bs la
HAHA
jie wei says:
LOL!
ShiTing(: says:
wats bs?
jie wei says:
u noe toy museum
ShiTing(: says:
shit is useful
jie wei says:
entrance tix is like 15SGD
SO EX
SURELY EARN
LOL
louise says:
lol
jie wei says:
so u open a
ShiTing(: says:
i open shit museum who wanna come?
jie wei says:
shit museum
louise says:
but who want to smell shit
HAHA
jie wei says:
let ppl uds about shits
like oh green - constipation
ShiTing(: says:
use the shit to make a statue?
jie wei says:
red - got blood = kidney got prob (anyhow)
lololololol
ShiTing(: says:
then ppl come and see?
louise says:
lol!
jie wei says:
den they'll thank you
louise says:
anyhow
jie wei says:
for helping them to identify their potential health risks
ShiTing(: says:
lol
jie wei says:
then they'll donate
and u earn
omg too pro liao
louise says:
ewwwww
jie wei says:
i should be a sales manager straight
ShiTing(: says:
lol
louise says:
you think body world ah
HAHA
jie wei says:
no need start from sales assistant
LOL
OMG THIS IS CALLED OVERCONFIDENCE
cannot cannot, i need to control
lololol
ShiTing(: says:
u go open la. i dun wan snatch ur golden opportunity to fa cai
jie wei says:
dowan la.. later they ask me why shit museum i no answer leh
U GOT.
"cos I AM SHITING"
sweet and simple!
louise says:
cause i got inspired by my friend
HAHA
ShiTing(: says:
no u say cos u have a gdgdgdgdgdgd friend and u think she is too gd
jie wei says:
lollololol
ShiTing(: says:
so u open shit museum to thank her
jie wei says:
then shi ting will get the limelight instead
I DOWAN
ShiTing(: says:
ya haha.
jie wei says:
ITS LIKE WORKING MY ASS OFF TO GAIN YA REPUTATION
*pouts*
hahahaha
ShiTing(: says:
then i become famous then have alot of money then i can give u commission
haha
jie wei says:
i open museum u gimme commission?! wth
HAHAHA
ShiTing(: says:
hahahaha
louise says:
copyrighted
ShiTing(: says:
lmao
jie wei says:
O.O

2010-09-28T18:58:00.000-07:00

人生是有限的
我们能做的只不过是
在有生之年让自己过得好一些。

2010-09-24T07:50:00.000-07:00

meet up with my honey, jiewei at city square mall today, tgt with my sister.
ate at long john silver.... okay shall skip all those small details. haha.
after that headed to my house: grateful to jiewei for helping me with my geography. I know she tried her best to help me with it le. And it certainly does(:

ERUPTION COLUMN(GAS + TEPHRA) = PHROCLASTIC FLOW - PRODUCE IGNIMBRITES

WEATHERING - DECOMPOSITION & DISINTEGRATION - ROCKS & MINERALS
(one single mass become two or more masses)
... LOL @ her creative equations but it do help!!!

And we even chatted for damn long la lyk till 10plus. haha. didnt know we have so much troubles to share with. lol. have been bottling it up in my heart and no one to confide to. So i do feel better now. Hope that chatting with me will also make jiewei feel better^^

沙变成天梯
丑陋的能变成美丽

那么你会不会变成我的仇敌
我不是挑剔可怕的变局
随时都在背后偷袭

时间会把我把你都变成了灰烬
从勇气变距离
没有人能够保证永远在一

那时候有没有一个不会为时间而变化的你

分开追逐著相聚
辛酸渴望著甜蜜
我们都是一样穷得只剩下空虚

我买不起
我不确定
绝望谷底有没有奇迹

时间会把我把你都变成了回忆

那时候有没有一个是你爱我我爱你最完美的结局

还是
我变成了你最想忘记的回忆

we also thought that our decision for others is seems as the best choice.
but is it really true?
are we really forcing our way through or are we really helping them?
this may just seem to be a minor decision,
but do we know that we have hurt others indirectly unknowingly?
is this what we really what?
will the person we want to "help" be happy?
are we too selfish?

2010-08-27T23:37:00.000-07:00

perhaps i should stop blaming people.
instead, i should learn how to let go and think about the mistakes i have made!

OMG!!!
I think im stress. ahh.. haha.
Today woke up in the morning and duno for what thing i started to cry.
damn idiot la.
i tried to control but tears welled up in my eyes and began to roll down by cheeks uncontrollably.
maybe im CRAZY...
LOL@ME

2 more days to Greeny's and Stanly's birthday
4 more days to Teachers' Day and School holidays
8 more days to eating a big meal
38 more days to PROMOS!!!

2010-08-24T05:13:00.000-07:00

siansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansian..... :x

im so so lazy sia. cant believe tat im acctually so lazy. lazy to the max!
ok. fine. complaining is lyk really no use la. I have been lyk complaining for the past half months, havent i?
lol. hopeless la, me.

Looking forward to fri (27/08) cos going bak to our alma mater, according to JW, to celebrate Teachers' Day @ Bartley and to chat wif my beloved friends((:
Anyway, really anticipate.

Omg i used lyk 20mins reading JW's blog, 2hrs watching tv but haven start doing my homework yet.
Arggh PROMOS COMING!!!!
can i be more worried about it??? not verbally worried but really worry about it!!!
okok im gg to do my homeworks le...
:(

REGRETS :X

2010-08-10T06:22:00.000-07:00

went to KFC to eat wif my mum and sis today.
and YOU spotted ME!!!
frantically waving YOUR hands at me...
I can really recgonised YOU just that im not too sure:(
SORRY!!!
YOU remembered my name although not very correct but YOU still caught it.
ME... cannot. really apologise for it.
I only remember that I called YOU jiejie.
YOU said "remember me?"
I did not answer you as i was dumbfounded that YOU remember ME!!!
I know it was YOU!
in the end YOU told ME YOUR name but I think i could not hear it carefully.
now I could not find YOU again..
I was really touched :)
I remembered how YOU used to accompany ME when WE were in hong wen and I was bullied by MY friend...
YOU are a kind girl and jiejie to me^^
I was sad at that time when YOU graduate and YOUR house was also demolish thus YOU and YOUR mum were forced to move house.
I was sad.
SO PLEASE REAPPEARS IN MY LIFE AGAIN.
this time i will not keep quiet.
i will be sure that YOU are YOU!!!
PLEASE!!!!!!!
Its been 5-6 years since we saw each other.
YOU still have YOUR smile in YOUR face...
the smile which makes YOU different and it makes YOU looks extremely kind~ (yes YOU are!)
meeting YOU today is a miracle
I BELIEVED THAT ANOTHER MIRACLE WILL OCCUR!
do you?

memories

2010-08-04T08:14:00.000-07:00

有一天我翻開舊舊的相簿
上面寫著給最親愛的寶物
裡面有我穿幼稚園的制服
還有一張是我媽媽的笑容

突然發現時間變的很倉促
爸爸媽媽變的互相不認輸
我放下相簿頭靠著窗戶
看著天空視線變模糊

童年糖果罐已經快溶化完
繽紛的氣球在驪歌中飄散
我們就這樣緊緊牽起了勇敢

隔壁班的女孩我喜歡的女孩
她從來不愛我抽屜還擺著被退回的溫柔

再見了小時候懵懂的我
現在的夢已經成熟
風在朗誦下課的鐘
而時光靜靜的走

鮮嫩的夢已經熟透
夕陽灑落讓剪影斑駁
舊舊的圍墻外頭
悄悄圍起未來的輪廓

love it so much.
most of the lyrics describe my feelings...

I WILL PROVE IT TO YOU!!!
i hate ppl who look down on me. But its ok, they are just helping me to achieve my target with more determination. I will prove them wrong!!!I am not what you think. I may be the last student in your class but as time comes, i will prove to you that I CAN DO IT!!! I may not be the best but at least i prove to you. But most importantly i will try my best. I will not let myself down.
So... shd i say thank you to you?
LOL. so contradicting.
But nvm la. The time will come(:

wtf my results really sucks lyk shit sia...

LOL
tmr is no vulgarities day!-.-
created by xi hsien.
members: me, yi qing, jamie, yun chou and xihsien.
LOOKING FORWARD TO YIQING'S TREAT!!! - she cant live without vulgarities. haha.

2010-08-03T07:05:00.000-07:00

Sick...

Why are we always trying to pose for the best posture for the camera, when we know we can never change reality?
-Low Kay Hwa

Friday Roxs:)

2010-07-25T02:27:00.000-07:00

Last fri (23/7) was one of my happiest day in 2010.
After school, studied in school and played basketball wif xi hsien. It was very long since i last played basketball le. So lyk have satisfaction over it. LOL :D
At nite, went AMK wif jiewei, adora, louise, took kee and gladys. Did not meet them for almost 1mth le. Damn happy la. haha. We spent lyk haf an hr to decide where to eat. lol. After eating, went to Hong Kong desert shop to have desert and chat till 10plus. Took alot of photos :)
hope to meet them again...

MY FRIENDS ROX!!!

they made my day^^

really cant leave without them.

Thats wat FRIENDS are for: they can

-joke

-talk

-rely

-argue

-complain

也許我們當時年紀真的太小
從那懵懵懂懂走進各自天空
那是什麼讓彼此選擇
又不僅是尊重

2010-07-12T08:49:00.001-07:00

How many more days can i live?
Is my life going to end abruptly?
I have no idea.... but it seems to be nearing, isnt it?
What am i going to do if i have only months left? Or even days left?
Am i going to leave this world full of regret or with a broad smile?
Is leaving or staying a better choice?
Is ending the pain a better choice than enduring the pain?
What should i do?

really need a person to confide in.....

你答應送我三個願望
第一個希望你能健康開朗
第二個希望我能更懂體諒
第三個希望我們永遠有話講
其實我不用三個願望
每一天都有感動值得收藏
每一夜天使陪我祈禱仰望
每滴淚都被你的魔法變陽光

2010-07-12T08:49:00.000-07:00

Life is not as perfect as what we think...

Got back gp and chinse. (very disheartening!)
Failed both :x

Had napfa 2.4km run today. It was exhausting and it cause me to have a very very bad headache. Not been feeling well the whole day. Luckily i passed, if not i'll start blabbering vulgarities again. My leg is aching like nobody's buiseness now!!!

习惯就好...

2010-07-08T03:50:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to BA BA (6/7) and MA MA(8/7) :)
hehe. their combined birthday cake was delicious wif lots of mango plus chocolate chips inside. yum yum.

Took back maths result only. Was lucky that i could pass this time as i didnt manage my time properly thus 12marks gone as i didnt attempt 2 qns. Plus, after i got back my paper there was alot of serious careles mistake. My pass was lyk really a just pass la. But compared to ca1 i got a 'u' grade. At least now 'd' got improved la. haha. Was exactly 51%. LOL ._.

Didnt get back the rest of the paper but econs, cll and especially geo confirm gg liao. Im prepared to see a fail already. Anyway the exams are over. Only can blame me for last minute studying.

Was punished by geo teacher today to stand outside the classroom cos did not do geo holiday homework. Luckily got quite a number of ppl also. But also very embarrassed sia cos i seldom ( or even never?) been punished by my teachers. IM A GUAI STUDENT!!! Damn p.s la then also very scared when teacher raised her voice. 1hr leh...
dare not to not do her hw again :x

Chinese A'level oral really sucks yesterday. I screwed it....
Argh........ (how i wish time i have a 时光机!)

2010-07-04T06:09:00.000-07:00

idiotic shit la.
f*cker.
what did i do wrong again? Everytime is my fault de. idiot sia.
ok fine, my fault can? can can can??? Everything is my fault! Everytime is my fault! Everything i do is wrong! Like that can already? Huh? Feel like hitting someone sia, to vent my anger. But i dun think one is enough ba. wah, just feel lyk blabbering all the vulgarities now...

Feeling fustrated and damn pissed off! I dont think im at fault, at least for this situation!
Idiot.

TO ZEAHWAY

2010-07-01T10:02:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE WEI:)

honey, happy birthday!
hope that you will be happy everyday:)
Misses the day we spent together...
The days we laugh, joke, cry, pissed off with each other, lending my homework to you, teaching you maths, you encouraging me, helping me with my sciences, trying to make me eat faster with your "CHEW CHEW CHEW SWALLOW!" theory, how i irritate you, how you tried to change my weaknesses, and many many more.... i have too many happy moments with you already, too many....
I will never forget.
You will always be my best friend forever.
really cant do without you.
the best thing i had in Bartley is to have you (including adora, louise, took kee and gladys) as my very very best friends.

Happy 17th birthday:)
meet up one day, we go celebrate your birthday.
miss you^^

All the best to you, zeahway.

love you,
shi ting

2010-07-01T07:22:00.000-07:00

should i be happy? SA1 is finally over but why am i so sad?
Econs- never study finish monopoly
GP- forget how to write topic sentence
Math- no time to finish, directly 12marks gone
Geo- didnt study properly, almost whole paper duno how to do. directly 25marks gone.

Today finally finish last paper, the DEADLY GEOGRAPHY. whole paper was 1hr30mins but i mange to finish within 30mins cos almost everything i duno how to do and all leave blanks. 25marks gone. Fail already. Finish too fast then i scared teacher in charge will noe so i decided to redo the second page on another piece of fullscap cos if not evverybody hand in alot of page i only 1 page. quite retarded. After redoin still got damn long time left so took another peice of fulscap to write this:

mass movement happens when there is an earthquake or whatever shit.
mass movement i really dont know sia. Pls dont ask me leh.
LOL. still must pretand to write cos everyone is like writing.
why didnt i study mass movement?
regret + regret = VERY REGRET
fuck.
omg. I am really a POTENTIAL RETAINER sia.
oh my. oh my.
why didnt i study yesterday?
Plls god, at least let me have 30% so that i will not retain and see the v.p
what the heck is mass movement?
what's wif all the mudflow, rockfall and rotational slide?
idiot me....
i am an idiot piece of SHIT.
OR.... am i not worth to be even a shit?
so what am i ?

Haiz. Tmr no sch.
Tmr.......... 2JULY is an important day for my HONEY:)

I'll get used to it. I'll really get used to it.
I admit that my pretanses really arent good enough.
Please give me one more second.

2010-06-23T06:13:00.000-07:00

24june10
today jie wei, adora and gladys came to my hse to study. Not as fruitful as what we thought... Typically, we laugh throughout the whole day for some stupid reasons. haha. But we did enjoy ourselves, dont we? Maybe cos we didnt see each other for lyk a month. Except for JW. We juz saw each other on Monday. Adora has became clever and had even changed her name!!! Omg. haha. & Gladys... become sweeter ~ LOL. I shall stop teasing gladys le. haha.

22june10
Went to sch at 10am for maths consultation. In the end only 5ppl, including me, turned up... After tat went to the shop opposite tpjc for lunch wif Xi Hsien. Then we return to sch, stayed at Cafe to study till 3plus. Was doing maths the whole day and we were so bored. LOL.
Jiayou~
说一声加油, 人人都需要.

21june10
Went to csm wif jie wei and took kee. HUGGED JW!!! such a warm feeling. haha. We really sat there for hours talking to each other... I juz wish the time can stop and we can remain there forever. Really miss them...

牵手或放手. 幸福, 或祝福.

truth

2010-06-17T08:54:00.000-07:00

omg so long didnt blog le. haha.
Hmmm... yesterday went to kovan to have lunch wif my sis at BBQ chicken. The food there was quite nice. haha.
Sad la. I cannot go to marrina barriage to have kite flying with 4e1 due to personal reason...
Was really forward to it. Guess i have to wait for another event to meet my friends. Really miss them. Really cant forget the days where we get to meet each other everyday regardless of rain or shine. Didnt really cherish it at that time. Regretted.

Looking forward to meeting jie wei to go csm.

When you have a hard decision, flip a coin.
WHY?
Because when that coin is in the air, you suddenly know what you are hoping for...
its so true

x.x

2010-06-07T05:31:00.000-07:00

wat the.... we are not united at all la. How are we going to carry on cooperating wif each other sia?

shit my labtop kanna virus le siax.x
really hate it...

TPJCO

2010-06-06T01:15:00.000-07:00

TPJCO concert yesterday was a success. Alot of ppl came and there was barely any empty seats except for some. They were awesome. And for that moment, i did regret on my decision. Should i stay in CO? Am i making the right choice? OK, anyway, i love the concert. The songs were fabulous like the swan, canon in D, technology(I love it!), song from secret garden and ju hua tai etc. The drama by CLDDS was also good. They manage to get everone in the auditorium to laugh. HAHA.

JAY CHOU's "chao ren bu hui fei" may seems to be not as fabulous as ppl had expected but i think its wonderful. One look at the lyrics and you can noe tat he is actually telling eeveryone about his life, about what he despise, all that. I think it must be hard for him all this while. Must support him :)

22more days to SA1.

Sometimes i just wish you'll understand me better.
I just wish you will come back.
To me.

妈妈说很多事别太计较
只是使命感找到了我我睡不着
如果说骂人要有点技巧
我会加点旋律你会觉得超屌
我的枪不会装弹药
所以放心不会有人倒
我拍青蜂侠不需要替身
因为真心是我绘画的颜料

我做很多事背后的意义并非你们想象
拍个电视纯为了友情与兄弟间的梦想
收视率再高也难抗衡我的伟大理想
因为我的人生无需再多一笔那奖项
我不知道何时变成了所谓的那榜样
被狗仔拍的那伪装着要道歉模样
怎样

我唱的歌词要有点文化
因为随时会被当教材
CNN能不能等英文好一点再访
时代杂志封面能不能重拍
随时随地注意形象
要控制饮食不然就跟杜莎夫人蜡像的我不像
好莱钨的中国戏院地上有很多手印脚印
何时才能看见我的脚..wo~

如果超人会飞.那就让我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰这个世界、会让我觉得好一些
拯救地球好累虽然有些疲惫但我还是会
不要问我哭或流泪，因为超人不能留眼泪

2010-06-04T06:01:00.000-07:00

OMG!!! 1 week past so fast sia.For the past few days, have been going for school for lectures, tutorial and to study wif friends.
My whole week is fully booked by chinese, gp, econs, pw and especially maths which took most of my time. LOL. haven really start studying for SA1, only do my holiday homework. Guess i must fully make use of my time for the nxt 3weeks and not waste it and then regret. Its really no use crying over spilled milk.

+looking forward to tmr's CO concert
+hope to study wif 4e1
+hope that i can go kite flying with 4e1 on nxt fri.

JIAYOU TPJCO:)
they have really put in alot of effort!!!

幸福的时光

2010-05-30T04:59:00.000-07:00

Damn it, i hate those who have made a mistaken but still refuse to own up. Yet can still talk in a irritating tone lyk they have not done wrong lyk tat. Sorry oso duno how to say. I really duno wat they are thinking...
Thurs (27/05)
Thurs had tuition and my friends suddenly came into class wif cheese cake and said happy birthday to me. I was surprised and asked them how they noe but they said they didnt noe anything and only wanted to play a prank. haha. Then they keep laughing. Such a coincidence.

Fri (28/05)
Today was vesak day so there was no school. Thus, 4e1 peeps had plan to go marrina barriage for picnic. In the morning at 8am, went to IKEA wif my family for breakfast. At first was very unwilling cos its really very early but in the end oso go. Did not regret gg. haha. After that directly went to city hall to meet Jie wei, seal, chen hang, wei jie and yun hui. Then headed to suntec city giant to buy food etc. After that headed to marrina barriage via cab, reached there at around 2plus. Set up the mats etc and started to chat, played poker cards... had lots of fun there. Really enjoyed myself. Had not been so relaxed and happy for a very long time. Also did not see my friends for very long le. AFter tat louise came with a tiramisu cake to celebrate my bdae. I was very touched. Real! haha, didnt noe they had plan it. Me and jie wei still go to the water playground. haha. After that musa came and we played indian poker. But i decided to see them played as the punishments were too disgusting, i scared my stomach cannot take it. Its lyk mineral water with chocolates, prinkles, halls mint sweet, mentos, etc. DAmn disgusting la. haha. AT around 7plus, adora came. all of us chatted until around 9pm then decided to go home. All of them took mrt except for jw and me. We walk lyk a very very long distance before we reached the bus stop, some more its lyk drrizling, Befors that already walked for a long distance le cos IRIS said bus 400 which was supposed to fetched everone from M.B to the city area waiting time was 30mins so we decided to walk out. Very tired when i reached home which is around 10pm.

Sat (29/05)
Had tuition in the evening. After tat my dad brought us to east coast park for dinner. Something lyk chomp chomp. The food there was very nice but have to wait. Ate chicken wing, prawn noodles, oyster egg, satay,... and alot of nice food :) Would love to go there again.
Came home at around 11plus and watched 灿烂的遗产 last episode. This show damn nice. some more actor is handsome then actress oso preety. haha.

My birthday 2605

2010-05-27T01:20:00.000-07:00

Yay I'm finally 17 years old le.haha. Tuesday night started to celebrate my bdae wif my family le. Then before 12, start to open my present gave by my parents and sis. Haha. I love my sis so much. She bought a slurplifebag for me which cost $79. It's quite a shock cos she is quite a miser. Haha. No offence. My parents gave me a jacket which is very cute and quite expensive. Haha but it's the thought that count. My class also bought a cake for me on we'd and I was very touched . I thought no one knows abt my bdae. Haha. Then what shocked me is the msg and wishes that I had receive from. Like example wei kang, kesline... Adora sent the most sincere msg although she sent quite late. Still thought she forget le. Haha. The first to sent was my counsin. Damn touched cos I thought she sleep very early de. Haha. Ok so overall I'm very happy and I wan to grow taller and be more mature. This time it's for real : I will be mature and stop being so childish. Looking forward to tmr . No school this to Vesak day and I'm probably gg wif 4e1 to marrina barriage to picnic :)

2010-05-21T05:28:00.000-07:00

MUST WATCH!!!
Video shown by my econs teacher today:)

Had edurace today where several upper primary and lower secondary students came to our school for the edurace, mainly for NE. It was very fun, as i am under the logistics, our group was lyk keep blowing alot of balloon. haha. Thhis thing took place in our school for 4hrs. Our civic tutor even order pizza for us. :)

Ignorance is a bliss.

sorry

2010-05-17T06:38:00.000-07:00

The feeling really sucks when you are being misunderstood.
you tried your best to help the person, but as there is misunderstanding between the process, you are scolded by the person with some vulgarities or what. Does it worth? I help ppl not becos i wan them to thank me, but at least they shd appreciate me or whatever. Duno how to put it across. I only noe that i am not feeling good now. This feeling really irritates me.
I thought u noe me. But it turns out that maybe there is still a distant between us. Or i just dun understand u well. Maybe the problem lies on me.... maybe i shd be the one thinking abt whats the problem and what i can do to maintain our relationship so that it will not be so easily affected just lyk how it is now. I should be the one doing the thinking....
Im very emotional. Too sad to think now.
Pardon me for doing tis, i just wan to vent my anger out...
Sorry.

WTf.

2010-05-15T20:18:00.000-07:00

"A lie can change my past, but it can also control my future."

LOL

2010-05-14T05:15:00.000-07:00

yipee~
came in no. 3 for the 4x100m race.
A little disappointed but i noewe did our best. haha.
Thumbs up for A08:)

wanted to meet louise today but i had drama. Sad(ed).

hmmm.... today 学警狙集was the last episode :(
I will miss ron de, he is such a good guy.
幸运王子... ...

我们的分开不会让我感到遗憾, 因为我们曾经在一起过.

!SHOW LUO! is going city square mall on 20may10 @ 7.30PM. But cant go cos i got tuition at that time. Haiz. but academics more important now. So, i guess i shd not be too crazy abt him now.

Miss the days i had wif my clique. Misses them so much @.@

2010-05-11T04:22:00.000-07:00

Firstly, a big thanks to JAMIE who are willing to stay bak for 1 and a haf hour to teach me maths. Noow i understand le, all thks to her. Lovee her :)

Secondly, i seriously miss my sec clique: jie wei, louise, adora, took kee and gladys :(
I terribly miss them alot. I really hope to meet up wif them soon. I seem to have lost contact wif dora n tk. Gladys still ok. Then jw n lu almost everyday still chat. haha.

Thirdly, it is sports day tmr. Im so excited and damn nervous. Nervous until the vomitting syntom is bak again. I believe tmr will be worst, very worst.

Fourthly, sat is our college day. Im damn excited abt it and wans to go and support CO. haha.

Lastly, im very pissed off by my sister!!!!!! Omg. She's getting on my nerves.

okokok lah. Im turning 17 soon. haha:)
I promised i will be more mature and not be so childish (lyk my sis) anymore.
I will work hard de...

erm, ok gg to do my hw le. :/

Life is lyk a journey in which time is the distance and emotions are our obstacles.
Finishing the journey, overcoming the bad emotions with good emotions is more important than pondering on why we are going to the destination.

Early mother's day celebration

2010-05-07T21:36:00.000-07:00

lol. I have quit(!?) CO and went to chinese drama. Not sure whether is officially quit or not cos all the ppl from CO tell me to consider. I really hate making choices, seriously! Haiz, actually drama oso quite fun but then i quite of miss CO. And to my surprise, drama is actually collaborating with CO during the latter's concert. I'll lyk very very p.s la. Some more the president of CO tell me stay until CO concert but i kinda rejected it... haiz.

chatted wif jie wei on wed for haf an hour. really miss her voice and laughter. haha.
chatted wif louise on thurs cos she is sad. so jiayou hor louise!!!
meet louise yesterday and chatted awhile at T1. didnt see her for quite a long time le. Got a sense of happiness when i see her. haha. She still so pretty. LOL.

Went to Fish and Co @ bugis yesterday night to celebrate mother's day. Ordered fish and chips, new york fish n chips and a platter for 2. Very delicious. haha. Hope tat my mum will enjoy it. Still tinking wif my sis on giving my mum a surprise tmr.

nxt wed is our sports carnival and my class has entered the finals for 4x100m. Im oso taking part in it so hope tat we will do our best and trash the opponents. haha. Jia you.
A08 is the best!!!

Happy Mothers' Day to all the mothers in the world :)

lost

2010-05-05T08:12:00.000-07:00

这样的结果好像不是我想要得。
本来以为这样做会是最好的，可是万万都没想到我还是不开心。
为设么我看见的莫些事情会勾起我从前美好的回忆？
这样的决定到底是真确的吗？

JIEWEI:)

2010-05-02T06:16:00.001-07:00

okeh special thanks to shi hui for helping me change my blogskin(:
yayness. ^^

cheer up, jiewei:)
tmr will be a better day.
hope tat we can meet up soon.

friends

2010-05-02T06:16:00.000-07:00

Friends are like color pencils,
they color our lives.
I may not be your favourite colour,
but hope that i will be needed somewhere to complete my friend's picture :)

Really confused ~>.<~

sad(ded)

2010-04-28T06:44:00.000-07:00

人类如果没有心脏那就好了，
受伤不会流血，悲伤也不会流泪。。。

Im extremely sad sia.... haiz
sad(ded)...

how i wish jie wei, louise, adora, took kee or gladys is beside me now !!!

newsweek@.@

2010-04-26T05:58:00.000-07:00

erm got a piece of good news and a big piece of bad news.

kk, good news first. haha. got notified tat i was in for finals for the 100m individual. but all the other girls which got in had timing better than me. and i was lyk the lousiest timing. omg, 16:21sec.

Bad news:(
i got bak all my ca1 results.
CLL: 12/25
Econs: 7/20
GP: 21/50
Geo: 1/10
maths: 9/25

Damn sad for my results. Omg la. i studied but nevertheless.... haiz. very sad sia. hope tat i can do better for my mid-year. Lol. and i actually cried tat day at home, alone. My sis is so wat la. See me cry still continue to sleep sia. very angry tat night. but i think is also becos duno why tat day i very emotional. haiz:(

Happy Birthday AUDRE :)

Mei mei jia you for ur mid year exam :)

2010-04-24T06:51:00.000-07:00

took part 2events in the track and field competition, 100m individuals and 4x100m class relay but now is only semi finals. Hope tat i can get into the final^^

went to suntec conventional hall today at 8am for the MDIS scholarship and bursary award and received $400 representing tampines jc together wif 3 other fellow schoolmates. The event ended at 12plus and buffet was catered for us. The food was very delicious. Haha.

Had a bad headache and flu today. Was sneezing all the way during the event. Damn paiseh. Even slept during the talk. Very sick due to the bad climatic weather.

Arghh PI is not fun at all. Had a tough time trying to do a fantastic pw individual work but teacher keep saying mine not detailed. Luckily mine is not rejected at least he says my idea seems possible. haha.

Raining heavily.....

Happy birthday Chen hang :)

"Sometimes the things u see might not be real and the things u thought is real may not be the truth."

朋友一生一起走，那些日子不再有，一句话，一辈子，一生情，一杯酒。
朋友不会孤单过，一声朋友你会懂。
还有伤，还有痛，还要走，还有我。

jie wei

2010-04-21T08:58:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU
omg. ONG JIE WEI makes my day!
she has help me and im very grateful.
All thks to her....
I owe her a huge debt?!
Erm...
Anyway im gg to help her whenever she needs help.

ilovejiewei:)
thks honey...
nt confessing!

SICK!!!

2010-04-12T23:06:00.000-07:00

Its not about how the world sees u, its about how u see the world !

Did not go sch today cos im sick. Yesterday went to sch but after maths lesson did not feel well. Thus, during PE lesson, xi hsien accompany me to general office to take pink form so tat i can leave sch. Leave sch at around 9plus. Called my mum and we meet at hougang clinic. I reached there at 10plus and my no. was 52 while the no. tat the doctor is seeing was 12. Thus, waited at the clinic for lyk 4hrs. Went home, eat medicine which makes me feel drowsy. Thus, i went to sleep until 8pm. sian, feeling dissy now.... I feel so xin ku.

PW is so difficult@.@

郭美美

2010-04-11T06:09:00.000-07:00

today went to csm to help out. Reached at 1pm and went to report to elyn. She was lyk quite shock why i wearing popular uniform and not home clothes. haha. Helped at shop floor until 3pm then i went to level 1 to meet elyn and kelly. Saw YES 933 DJ talking and even asked our name. So p.s la when i say my name. Luckily he's a chinese. Then came guo mei mei. Indeed, a trip to korea had made her become more beautiful but she was much skinnier than the last time i saw her. (ok.... this was actually the first time tat i really saw her, haha) I thought she wasnt tat skinny. I think even skinnier than me lor. She sang 3songs, 二人同行，许愿树 and 和我来电 . Actually she quite cute lor, haha. Her family oso came to support her:) But we only managed to sell 45pcs of her album and the autograph session ended within 1hr. Actually quite fast ba. So went home at 4pm. Alot of ppl was lyk asking me how was i? Why jw and tk nvr come? blah blah blah. Only pei jun and aries very mischievous keep making fun of me and andrew. LOL.

My computer is making me getting irritated. I wanna change computer!!!

and my head is exploding.... havng a bad headache since evening.

So excited to see how jw looks wif her new mogu hair :)

2010-04-09T21:54:00.000-07:00

不要吻我, 只要抱着我.
不要爱我, 做我的亲人.
把手借我, 一天一分钟.
做我最亲密的亲人.
不是谁的情人, 谁的末末末.

Didnt go for CO yesterday as i was sick so i went home after GP.
Having flu again.... feeling terrible and a bad headache.
SMSing with adora yesterday until 12plus. It has been a long time since we talk. Haha. So good, jie wei and gladys, louise oso shd be have de ba, they are invited to go bak bartley sec to get some duno wat prize. Envious sia. Then gladys so funny, tell me work hard then i can get during jc. But i doubt i got tis chance...

Tmr gg bak to CSM to help out. To sell cd during guo mei mei autograph session. Omgz.

I miss my beloved friends :)
jie wei,adora, louise, took kee, gladys, wei kang, jasmine................alot la................

Its a lie to say that i have let go of the past.

april's fool

2010-04-02T02:24:00.002-07:00

Not everyone sees thimgs the way i do...
Yesterday was April's fool. I was practically fooled by jie wei, louise and mmw. But luckily my sis reminded me that it may be a prank. haha. she was so clever. After that the four of us went to prank wei jie. The plan was nearly succeeded but zhong cheng tipped wei jie.

Donne my P.W until 1plus, 2AM lyk tat then went to slp. Damn tired cos only managed to sleep 3hrs plus then have to wake up at 5.30am. Luckily, yesterday our sch haf day cos this yr's A-level was gd. Thus, lesson was only till 1pm. Yesterday was yun chou's bdae and we celebrated for him. Most of my classmates said tat the cake was delicious. I know why. Cos its bought by me. haha. Didnt go to the airport at nite to send sharon off as i had tuition at nite. Sad :(

29march
went bak to bartley sec wif jie wei, louise, man wai and wei jie to collect our SGC. It was nicely done up. I still thought its juz a peice of certificate. haha. Saw quite a few teachers including mr ng^^ after talking wif the security guard for quite long, we left the sch as it was raining heavily. was drenched although i have umbrella. After that we head to bugis after deciding where to go for very long. went to bugis to eat kfc and chit chat although only i eat. haha.

HI :)

2010-03-28T02:17:00.000-07:00

Friends are like stars. You may not always see them but they are always there:)

PW seems difficult cos i have no idea where shd i start from. haha. Shd i do alternatives or amalgamation?
Maybe gg bak to BSS tmr if jw n louise can.
This week seems to be more tired than the rest of the wks. CA1 is coming. I tink i shd put in more effort instead of juz iddling around. Life in jc is not as easy as wat i tink. But i tink since i have choosen tis path, i shd put in 101 effort and do well in tis. I CAN DO IT ! I've made my mind. Yes! Im sure of tis :)
I tink i have 恐慌症. haha. i got all the symtoms. Gastric pain, very nervous, cant slp..... LOL. This symtom is cos when one is being moved to a new environment wif no familiar ppl wif her... blah blah blah. I tink shd be ba. I must have tis illness. LOL.

erasing yourself from somebodys life is not as easy as walking out of the door.

Luo zhi xiang so cute. I wan go to his concert on 21may! Shd i? but i tink is very expensive cos his concert is 3D de. His concert in spore leh. So rare lor. But i tink my sis wont go wif me lor. Anyone wans to go wif me? haha.

lonely me

2010-03-25T06:56:00.000-07:00

Dissappointed in u.... and me.
sadded by the fact.

Hope tat i can meet 4e1 soon, pls...

I feel so out of ur world...

2010-03-19T00:52:00.000-07:00

Back from CO camp yesterday. Was very tired. But i find the camp good:)
haha. our grp is sooo hilarious wif henry as our grp leader and siong min as our AGL. haha. Henry's joke was so funny la, entertaining us at every moment. I thks all the guys for helping me to eat finish my meals everytime i canot finish. haha.

My world is turning upside, i guess.
I no longer belong in the world i used to be...
Everything has changed.
How i wish it wasnt true.
How i wish it is only a dream.
Im sad....
让世界停留在最美好的时间吧.

Didnt go wif 4e1 for class outing...

我不是一定要你回来, 只是当又一个人看海, 回头才发先你不在, 留下我迂回的徘徊.

back from camp :)

2010-03-13T21:03:00.000-08:00

Omg, finally back home from the 3days 2nites camp.
It was actually quite fun but was very tired.
My camping bag was super duper heavy and big, compared to my friens, dunno why. haha. The idea for this camp is EMPOWER.

Day 1:
quite boring at sometimes cos got alot of teambuilding games, too much, i guess and we find it not very fun. haha. Although the camp facilators did put in alot of effort in it. Their camp-t was so nice. black color de but we were told tat ours was white and can only get tat on fri. So anticipated for fri. In my bag actually is alot of biscuits and sweets cos i got gastric problem. Even the CF has wang wang in her bag cos she scared i eat finish my biscuit. lol. Light out was 11pm. But i juz couldnt sleep. Jamie was sleeping beside me and i saw all her unglam actions while she was slping. Told her the nxt morning and she was lyk laughing. Managed to slp at 4am but has to wake up at 5.30am the nxt morning. Oh ya, i love the mass dance, have solo and couple dance. but my class has only 1guy and he went for holiday so our class was lyk all girls!! Partner-ed eif seow shi. Haha. (I was the girl^^)

Day 2:
Was the fun part of the camp. After breakfast, we walked 4km to pasir ris park. Reached there, was briefed by the instructor and he told us tat this park can be quite scary cos quite a number of ppl got missing there cos too big le. So scary la, we haven even started the game and he scare us out. Ok, we came to this park for amazing race. Teamed wif jamie, seow shi, mun yeung, meng yin and xi hsien. We were lyk slacking cos jamie keep saying slow and ateady win the race. so funny la. then keep saying Are we taking too easy? becos tis was wat we were told abt in the motivation camp yesterday. We were looking at the map, strolling and eating lays!!! lol. The first qns we got was lyk damn difficult la. then some more we still go wrong direction. In the end, we used 1hr to go to our first station. So funny. Then we keep saying nvm to ourselves cos we must enjoy the process and not win the race. haha. In the end we used 3hrs to complete only 3 stations.Other groups is lyk 9stations. haha. lol. At nite, have soul nite. Also another fun part. Haha. got alot of nice performance and lastly ending wif the couple dance. Damn cool.

Day 3:
last day quite boring. Cos we try 6 different YOG games. Quite boring. haha. Then after tat have a 1hr talk. Yea. After tat we have a short video clip of tis 2days camp done by the CF. Cool. Then break camp le. Before gg home, our class did the 10a08 cheer followed by taking ssome class photos.

-Changed phone le :)
-CO camp 17 to 18march

Learn to forgive and forget.

sicked!!!

2010-03-05T04:56:00.000-08:00

Arggh my gastric is acting again and i keep wanting to vomit. Omg. And the doctor told me something serious and i hope tat it isnt true. Pls... bless me. Arggh why does all the bad things seem to be happening on me. Some one pls save me.

JC life seems to be tough. My only hope is not to be retained in jc1. Homeworks are stress and i dun seems to follow wat the teachers are teaching. Am i starting to regret my decision of gg jc? But anyway, i tink i shd perservere ba. Juz finish these 2yrs quickly.

Im very lonely !

Having orentation camp on 11march (cichuan's bdae) to 13march.
chinese orchestra camp on 17march to 18march.

If i advance, follow me. If i stop, push me. If i fall, inspire me.

I LOVE SHOW LUO:]

life...

2010-02-27T00:50:00.000-08:00

有些人的人生, 是直达车.
有些人却是慢车, 中间总要经过许多站, 经历许多人.
有人终是下错站, 坐过头. 不是错矢了窗外风景, 就是错过了身旁的人.
没有人知道, 能陪自己坐到终点站的人究竟会是谁.
相爱的人, 真的就能一路到达人生的终点站吗?

4e1*10A08

2010-02-26T20:09:00.000-08:00

was reading adora's blog juz now, and felt super touched when i saw one of her entries saying: 100 days to 2605. Omg. But i noe she counted tat wif gladys. Haha. so was very happy.

Im so sorry to adora and tk tat i canot go to yjc. Had loads of hw for the weekends so must finish all of them so tat i can go out wif them to watch movie on sun. Sun morning had to wake up early as i am gg to work in acemaths as a receptionist!? Haha. Guess it would be fun. yay can earn money $$. After tat then go and join adora they all but canot join them for studying in the morning. I tink have to wait for 2more wks.

I miss 4e1. Im super quiet in tpjc. No one to joke abt, no one to really chat abt except jamie. haha. She is super lyk jie wei. Everytime wif her will tink of jw. Very hyper. Haha. Omg i miss my friends! How i wish i can see them now. But i guess when i see them i will be shy. Duno why i juz feel tat my relations wif my click seems to be drifting, drifting very far, drifting until i seems to have difficulty reaching them. I hope tis is not the truth but i oso noe i cant really deny it. Hmm...

The road run was a success. Had no fun at all cos b4 tat i was very gastric pain, really feel lyk vomitting. But in the end i oso run. Came out tat i was no. 208. haha. my class's first runner was no. 30. It was audre. She's my dre dre cos she called me poo poo. LOL. Thks to her for lending me sec3 pure geo tb and her notes and ass bk. Thks seow shi fir lending me her sec4 pure tb. Haha although i still didnt have the time to read even one page.

Celebrated my classmate bdae yesterday at sch. Argh forget her name cos there are too many malay friens in my class. Till now still canot rmb their name. sorry. No offence. Celebrated till 2 then me and mun yeang go to CO. Oh ya, i cant play guzheng in CO. so sad. Actually i wan change to percussion cos i thought drums are so cool. but the teacher juz dun allow me to change in the end play YANG QIN. I dun lyk tat. Its so difficult. I wan percussion!!! CO only need lyk 2 guzheng player but our CO got 2ppl, one grade7 and another grade 9 so the conductor obviously dun wan to use a noob lyk me, only has grade4. Furthermore, duno why so many ppl wan learn guzheng. But... too bad in the end only 2. Then alot of ppl force to go er hu and they end up not really very happy, lyk my 2 other friens oso.

Look forward to tmr :)

^^

2010-02-23T04:11:00.000-08:00

New year gg to over le. Im so happy to collect hongbaos and omg i won money from playing mahjong wif my family. Haha. So bad yet so happy. Lol.
I MISS MY FRIENDS!!!

sian! Tmr has road run, 3Km sia. My leg confirm very ache de. Tat time rehearse one time, run 3km. In the end my leg ache for lyk 4days. Feel damn tired. Actually quite happy cos tmr no lesson. But then tmr i have CO from 3 to 9pm. Omg. I cant stay in musicc room long.

Just found out tat wed, 10 march, i may have cca. But i already promised mr leong tat i will go bak to help me stocktake. But if have cca then is until 9pm. So late le. Feel so sorry tat i could not go.

Tis sun gg to a tuition center to work as a receptionist cos my mum's frien's classmate gg oversea. Haha. First time, i tink shd be quite fun. Yea. Then can earn more money. Arggh, i wan buy so many things. I wan to buy bag and wallet leh but no money. Haiz. After working, may go to watch movie wif adora they all.

When i prevent hurting others, did i hurt you?

lies

2010-02-14T03:10:00.002-08:00

第一次我被遍是因为我纯真
第二次............是因为我无知
第三次............是因为我愚蠢.

Its only the begining of the year but i tink im beginning to feel stressful.
Geo is damn tough.
Did i make the right choice???
someone pls help me...

Chinese new year and valentine's day !

2010-02-14T03:10:00.001-08:00

14feb10
Happy new year and valentines' day :)

Hope tat everyone enjoy urselves^^
祝大家新年快乐, 学业进步, 步步高升, 心想事成 :)

12feb10
went bak to bss but did not enter the school as the whole lot of 4e1 is waiting for me at the bus stop. Feel so p.s to have so many ppl ( around 20) waiting for me as i was late. Then headed to east coast park directly. Went there to talk, cycle and play volleyball. Reach home at 9plus. Had a fun day and all of us enjoyed ourselves. Hope tat there will be another outing for 4e1 again. look forward for tat!

轻轻

2010-02-11T06:58:00.000-08:00

轻轻的我走了,
正如我轻轻的来,
我轻轻的招手,
作别西天的云彩.

Gg bss tmr. Omg. Finally can meet my friens....

Today finish lesson at 12pm but still have econs lecture at 5pm until 6pm. Between tat time, went to ikea wif my parents for lunch.

restless

2010-02-10T04:57:00.000-08:00

success comes with a price.

Today is juz a normal day with lots of lectures after lectures tat we have no time for lunch. Lessons finish at 2.30pm but has to go for CO. Played games there cos its first lesson. And found out tat CO timing is wed 7-9pm and fri is 2-5pm. Slept at bus today when gg home. But halfway, my head bang towards the window so loud and i tink i hear someone laughing, duno is it laughing at me anot. Then damn ps lor.

Arggh tmr have econs make up lesson from 5 to 6pm but my lesson end at 12pm. Duno do wat sia.

Look forward to fri as i can see all my friens FINALLY :)

TPJC life

2010-02-09T06:15:00.000-08:00

不在乎天长地久, 只在乎曾经拥有.

I can only say that jc life is not easy.
This week has lectures, tutorials... everything comes to us. Not familiar abt all those. So must really revise after chinese new year celebration. Haha.

Hope tat i can go bak bss celebrate CNY on Friday !!!

Sorry jie wei, if i have hurt you. But trust me, i didnt mean it. Hope u will forget and stop probing abt it. Sorry.Btw thks for ur listening ears although i haven finish my story... will continue again nxt time when we are free :)

Miss everyone in bss.

2010-02-06T03:38:00.000-08:00

Isnt it ironic?
we ignore the ones who adora us, adora the ones who ignored us,
love the ones who hurts us and hurt the ones who love us.

Adora: get well soon :)

went to csm popular yesterday and talked wif the staff for very long.
School has been ok for me until now, made new friens but prefered my sec sch friens.
My class was 10A08.

Will update my post in more details tmr ba.

2010-02-01T01:58:00.000-08:00

There are some things tat we juz cannot do no matter how hard we work at them.

1feb2010
Omg. Its lyk so fast feb le. Times really flies...
Today, nothing surprising. Bought calculator which is damn expensive, $175 ! Must really take good care of it. Until now, theres still no good news. Haiz, i guess i should not tink abt it le. Just study hard lor, 18 mths nia. Can ba, but quite a waste of time spent 1hr 45 mins travelling here and there. Anyway, its my decision so shall not complain abt it. Haha. But still hope can have gd news. Haha. Today, from 11.30am to 2pm was my break so i got nothing to do. Sat wif my new friens at the cafe there, tok abit. Relationship improving. Haha. Bought a packet of panda biscuit. Eat le still hungry so went to but ice- chocolate and a pc of carrot cake. Eat for lyk very long still haven finish, so i pack the carrot cake into my bag as we were rushing to attend the lifeskills at the auditorium. After tat, had a haf an hr break, so i took out to eat again. Then we went to buy calculator then go bak canteen sit down. And my frien was lyk "omg u still eating tat since juz now?" so p.s then everyone was lyk giggling. Omg. Then after went to buy uniform but i didnt buy. They went to try and when they come out she was lyk "huh...u still eating!" Aiyo. Tats the reason why until now i still haven try TPJC's noodle or rice. Im such a failure man. After tat went for maths lecture and the teacher spoke so fast. And i found out tat secondary maths and jc maths is so different. I can sense tat im gg to have a difficult time in jc life! Also bought a 60page lecture notes today. Haha. So thick...

30jan2010
went to amk hub wif gladys and took kee to buy for man wai's bdae present. Jie wei so funny. And there are so many choices which cost a long time in choosing the present. Then after tat we took bus to lavender then change mrt to Changi Airport. So fated that we met adora at tanah merah mrt there. Haha. After tat we were lyk running all the way frm the mrt station to the sky train there and then to man wai there. Everyone was lyk looking at us. So funny. After man wai's airplane fly, the whole gang, lyk yun hui, shaun, musa, firhat, dipa............. and my gang went to tampines's burger king for dinner. After tat i went to dhoby ghaut to meet my mum and sis.

29jan2010
went to csm to find jie wei today, wif adora, took kee and gladys. We talk alot and im so happy.

TPJC-Mahjong-National museum

2010-01-28T04:40:00.000-08:00

I miss my beloved friens:
-ADORA
-JIE WEI
-TOOK KEE
-LOUISE
-GLADYS
-BARTLEYANS
i will never forget the times i spent wif them. I, hereby thks them frm the bottom of my heart. Those who have gone through thick and thin wif me. The sorrow and laughter tat we share. Its memorable. The times u all wait for me to finish my meals, the times u all spent accompanying me in the toilet, the times u all bare for my stupidness and lameness and the times u all spent hearing me complaining abt my body and illness(?). Of course i will oso not forget the days u all spent cheering me up and the many many hrs, mins and sec all of us has spent together.
THANKYOU :)

TPJC (28jan2010)
Today woke up at 5.30am. Was VERY tired and not used to it. Get out of hse at 6.15am but bus arrived at 6.30am. Then 7.30 but report to sch but im lyk still on the bus- halfway of the journey! So alight the bus and went to take taxi which cost my mum $10.25. Waste money. Then when the bus drive halfway, i saw chen hang at one bus stop and i was lyk waving to him. Reached TPJC late, as expected. Sit there hear talks until my leg is numb. After tat played games lyk icebreakers.... Then came the lunch time, and i ate only bread cos i scared no one will wait for me. Apparently when the ppl say lets go, everyone proceed to the hall and i was lyk packing my bread into my bag. Sadded and i feel so lonely. Until i saw SEAL ! I was so happy. But she is gg to appeal. Then oso saw some familiar faces lyk monique and some other friens. Attended the orentation until 3plus. & im still tinking abt the subject combination NOW. Arrgh... Reached home at around 5pm. Then louise and adora called me, chatted awhile. Gladys, took kee... oso lyk sms me.
BON VOYAGE MAN WAI :)

Mahjong (27jan2010)
Louise, Adora, took kee, gladys & wei jie came to my hse today to play mahjong. Talk awhile... then play mahjong....& played poker cards games. At around 7plus, we went out to eat. Went to bendemeer market but its lyk almost all the stores closed le so we walked to kfc. Eat finished le, we were all there snapping photos and talking abt last time frm sec1 to 4. So sad but quite happy when discussing abt wat things we did, the memories tat we shared together. Then i accompanied them to their respective bus stop.

National museum (26jan2010)
Met at dhoby ghaut mrt at 12pm. I was lyk the first one, somemore i still thought i will be late. Wait awhile for everyone to come and there was lyk a total of 15ppl from our class. Then we headed to plaza singapura for lunch. Aftermath, went to national museum to view the QUEST FOR IMMORTALITY- THE WORLD OF ANCIENT EGYPT for abt an hr. Then its still early so some suggested to watch movie. Ordered tickets for DABREAKERS (NC16) as the show is at 5plus and we have lyk 2hrs to spare so we walked frm the cathay to PS. Went to archade to play then go to carefour to buy some tickets. Sat with jie wei in the cinema and the movie was lyk so vulgur and disgusting, alot of scary scenes so i feel tat i wasted lyk the money to watch the show as most of the time, im covering my face. LOL. After watching show, went to buy mos burger for my sis n i as dinner.

Mahjong !

2010-01-15T06:55:00.000-08:00

Omg. Yesterday finally submitted the jae yesterday. So relieved after tat. Haha. But quite sad to noe tat no one has opted for the school, Tampines Jc. So im alone :(
But has made a pact wif adora and took kee tat we will meet once a week and canot give any excuse. So hope tat the promise will not break.

Went to adora's hse to play mahjong today together wif took kee, man wai, wei jie, zhong cheng and clarence until 8plus. Aftermath we went to Chomp chomp to have dinner. It was so srumptious. Then i went to csm to meet my parents at 10plus lyk tat befors gg home.

Sorry Jie wei, i broke my promise. Sorry i didnt go.

Dilemia !

2010-01-13T06:50:00.000-08:00

Mon juz took bak our olevel results. Quite satisfied wif my results except for science. Dropped from pure to combined but only managed to get a b3. Really has let down Mr Ng and Ms leo. Sorry. Guess i didnt really work hard for it.

ok. Now im really very confused sia. Where am i supposed to go? Theres a big question mark in my head, JC or poly? Can anyone pls give me some useful information before friday, 15jan2010. Lol. haha. Omg. Few choices struggling in my mind :
-Catholic Jc (one mark difference)
-Nanyang Jc (one mark difference)
-Tampines Jc
-Temasek Poly
-Yishun Jc ( but too far)

Congrats GLADYS for being second in our school. We are all proud of u :)

Hope tat jie wei, adora, took kee, louise, gladys.... and I can continue to keep in touch in future although we may be choosing a different path. Hope tat our several years, our friendship will remain sweet and loving!

2010-01-10T07:34:00.000-08:00

lol @ jie wei =)
JIE WEI is my idol le.

today went to work at eng department to sub jie wei. Damn busy at there, some more so dusty le. Now i having heavy flu le. Very irritating and uncomfortable :(
Then the hod like telling me do so many things at night: must housekeeping, sweep floor, mop floor and go throw rubbish. Luckily pei jun and aries help me. Thks alot :)

Omg. Tmr all the sec4e and 5n are taking bak our results. Very anxious sia. Cannot sleep for lyk so many days le some more still having nightmares. Please save me !!! Arggh... Feel lyk screaming now !

2010-01-08T00:54:00.000-08:00

Its raining heavily now.....

Aw, didnt go to poly open hse today cos adora lazy to go. So changed to tmr, go wif wei kang they all.Then adora come to my hse instead to help me wif my sis's ipod touch. LOl.
Thus stayed at home to watch tv (taiji : have raymond^^) and use computer.
I tink im addicted to "Autumn's Concerto". Haha. I tink Vaness is so handsome and cute. Omg!

Take care and rest well honey :)

DREAMS !

2010-01-07T04:55:00.000-08:00

omg omg. Yesterday nit dreamt abt getting bak my olevel results. Not one dream but quite a few of it ! Is it a warning to me tat i will score really bad? All the dreams are different but all of it is abt how bad i score. Argh, i tink i will be dreaming it for a few days until i get bak my results. But then again, not use crying over spilled milk. But... can i really dun tink of it at tis moment? Hope tat i will be satisfied wif my results. Good luck to me and all the students taking bak their results :)

Applied for leave on mon but the head of my department msg me asking if i could go and work after taking my results. I went to check my schedule and found out tat on mon only me working in my department. So tats why ba. Shd i ? Im afraid tat if my results turn out to be worse then i thought then i will not feel lyk going. sob :(

Went out wif mum today and i bought a archie comic =.= (but i enjoy reading it)

Tmr maybe gg to poly open hse wif adora and gladys.
Haiz, jie wei, took kee and louise working tmr if not they can join us.

*hope tat jie wei's blisters will gone soon ^^
*jia you mei mei. work hard. (reward for work and work for reward!)

<11jan2010> olevel results + money (edusave eagles award )

当所有如过都没有如过
只有失去的拥有最永旧.

{11jan2010} important !

2010-01-06T07:18:00.000-08:00

OMG we are collecting our olevel results on monday, 11jan. Damn nervous de. Excited to know my results but at the mean time scared tat it would not turn out de way i wan it. Haiz. sad. Hope tat it will not be very bad.

Argh, so sad jie wei and took kee's uniform is full time de. Nicer, haha.

Thanks adora and took kee for accompanying me for dinner yesterday :)

Thanks louise for the souveniers brought from taiwan (:

[傻傻的我]时常问了很多无聊的问题,
[笨笨的我]时常做错很多事,
[善良的你]总是微笑跟我说没关系,
[可爱的你]总是陪我一起疯,
我要谢谢我亲爱的好朋友们谢谢你的包容!

Mahjong-ing

2010-01-04T06:26:00.000-08:00

today wake up at lyk 9plus. (so early =.=)
eat breakfast le then start watching 海派甜心 epi 10. Its damn nice de lor. Especially when bao zhu saw da lang again. I almost cry lor but only have one tear. So touching. Next epi more worst when bao zhu know the trith then slept xue hai. Omg cant wait for the next epi sia.
After watching then go bath cos wan go adora's house. Aftermath went to seragoon mrt to meet louise.
P.s i was late.
Wanted to buy macdonald but after walking for a while still canot find. No choice so went to buy chicken rice at coffee shop. Sian cos i yesterday just ate eat wif jie wei and took kee. Lol. Then went to take bus 317 but we alight at the wrong stop. So we walk down the whole street of blanford road which took almost haf an hr. Siao sia. But must blame me cos i told louise wrong information. Haha. So called adora for help.
Played mahjong at her house wif abigail until six plus. Jie wei and took kee also went. But jie wei looks so sad. Duno why and i feel so guilty. I think is me again. Haiz.

窗外的天气就像是你多变的表情
下雨了, 雨陪我哭泣
看不清我也不想看清
离开你我安静地抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里学会放弃

2010-01-02T08:25:00.000-08:00

THANK YOU JIE WEI for helping me the whole night :)

2010 has come. bye bye 2009.

csm

2009-12-30T02:03:00.000-08:00

woke up at 12pm today.
ate a hotdog bun then went to bath after tat went to city square mall wif sis for a LATE lunch.
reach there 3plus. Bring her go eat the jap food, $20plus sia. omg la. Aftermath went to popular. Bought alot of unnecessary things. LOL.

Btw jie wei and took kee have work wif me for 2days le. haha. quite fun.

sorry jw : forget tell u must tell ur "head" also. Ps.

我的泪留在心里学会放弃

2009-12-27T04:56:00.000-08:00

woke up at 11am today, but still tired. Yesterday slept at 1plus. Actually wanted to watch 酒店风云at 1.45am but while waiting fell sleep. lol.
went to bugis wif mum and sis. Had lunch at AJISEN and i didnt notice tat the food i ordered was spicy. luckily not very hot tat type so juz eat lor. In the end oso didnt finish. My mum ordered volcanic ramen, damn hot !!!
After met jie wei and we went seragoon together to meet adora and took kee. Passed adora her belated bdae present and she gave us souveneirs, the ones she bought during the trip to japan.
Thank you adora, love u lots ^^
After tat went to macdonalds and chit chat for quite long.
At 5pm, adora and took kee went home while jie wei came to my hse. Reached home, watch tv and talk wif jie wei until 7plus.
Ps jie wei for the .....

theres nothing FAIR in the world.
it doesnt help to 逆补 for wat u have done earlier. I hate tat feeling.

MERRY XMAS :)

2009-12-25T03:59:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS :)
Although today is public holiday but i still need to work. Haha. But nvm cos can earn money some more holiday is $5.50/hr. Im going to be rich! haha. juz kidding la.
Good news is tat my 'head' has hired jie wei n took kee le. Yeah i have ppl to accompany me le :)
They start work on mon.

ADORA is bak from japan le! Miss her so much. haha. So happy tat she has gifts for me. haha.

Louise still in Taiwan. Hope tat she rmb to buy souvenir for me. haha.

Tues (22) and wed (23) jie wei and took kee came to my hse to make adora's present. ok. we all noe tat its so belated. haha.
So happy tat on 22nd, jw and tk came to my workplace to accompany me for lunch.
& they are lyk so happy making fun of me and 'bullying' me. lol.

crazy abt RON NG @.@

2009-12-18T00:03:00.000-08:00

I tink im still sick...

Omg. Jie wei is so crazy abt ron after watching juji. haha.

maybe i shd oso create a blog for jie wei, all abt ron ng :)

toking abt ron ng, his dimples make him look cute. Argh...

Im feeling kinda better...

2009-12-16T17:43:00.000-08:00

15dec09
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY ADORA!!!

ps didnt wish you on tat day cos im working come home not feeling very gd, slept at 8pm. Then yesterday really fall sick le. Haiz.
Anyway, hope u enjoy urself there, rmb to buy souveniers for me kayys. (jkjk la) so bu yao lian sia. haha. Hope tat ur dreams come true. Be happy :) (& dun forget me, haha)

I HAVE STARHUB LE. YES :) so happy.

16dec09
Did not really sleep yesterday cos was feeling very sick. Went to sleep at 8pm but woke up at 10plus. Watch tv until 12plus then went to slp AGAIN ! midnight keep waking up and could not fall asleep. 3am was shivering lyk siao, called my sis but she was slping lyk a log. Morning wake up, felt bad. Took temp. was 38.6 so decided to go consult doctor. Go there my temp was 38.9 and the doctor said, "wah, so high". I have lyk six to seven packets of medicine lor. Afternoon vommitted. Damn disgusting and i swear i hate tat kind of feeling man. Today, jie wei, louise n took kee wanted to come my hse but i was sick. so sad and felt sorry for them cos they did not go bg oso. felt so ps.
Sorry jie wei, louise and took kee.
At night was feeling much better.
Thks shi hui for looking after me the whole day :)
jie wei lyks the bad guy in juji so much. haha. poor zhang sir. Finally she agrees wif mi tat liwen is gd. Since season 1 i knew tat he is gd le lor. haha. hope tat more ppl watch tis show & ron ng's popularity will increase. Didnt noe tat boqiao was married. Guess i have to go watch the show more thoroughly. Im currently watching yummy yummy. Left a few epi nia cos i skipped most of it. haha. no choice cos i wan save time n quickly go watch the last epi. After watching tis show i will go finish juji ba.

17dec09
Better le now. Didnt go to work today since i wan to rest. But oso have mc.

Back from CRUISE :)

2009-12-12T21:07:00.000-08:00

Yes! Im bak frm cruise le. When i enter my hse, it feels so comfortable. But the 3days on cruise was memborable and wonderful. It was great:)

13dec09
Slept at 2plus yesterday and woke up at 6 today to watch sunrise. Damn tired sia. Met wif my aunt they all at the lift. And we made them wait AGAIN!!! Haha. Ate breakfast at Pavillion room. Had a choice of western or chinese and we chose chinese cos we had western yesterday. Aftermath, we went back to our room to rest. But i slept. Check out of the room at 10am. Waited at the lobby, and it was bored,until 11plus. 12plus reached Habour front and head straight back to home.

12dec09
Woke up at 8am. Went to Pavillion room for breakfast and it was a western buffet. After breakfast, we walk around the ship for some sightseeing. It was beautiful and brisking, but very cold. I was like shivering. After 1hr plus, went to swim wif my counsins. Me n my sis didnt brought swimming costumes so went to rent $5 a piece for 2hrs 0.o The water was very cold and deep. Then found out tat there was a place called Neptune's wet and wild. Thought tat it sounds fun so the four of us went there, to find out tat there was 2 baby slides =.= But we still played for lyk 10mins. lol. Then went bak to the first place and play the slide which is located lyk at 10floors, i tink. It was very very high. Climb on top le then become nervous cos very high and the slide curl so many round. Chuin kang and shi hui gave up. Left only me and shi ying on top. But when we slide down found out tat it was not scary after all. It was cooling when sliding down and we could see the scenery. Told the 2 of them and asked them to try. They were so nervous at first and in the end we played tis thing for lyk 5times!!! Then went to the normal pool to swim. And my counsins teach me and my sis how to swim and float. Haha. After tat went bak the room to bath. Met my aunt they all at the lift and went to have lunch,, chinese style. Then walk around the other storeys. Nothing to do so went bak room. My counsins came to my room. My grandma,mum, shi ying and shi hui were sleeping while me and chuin kang were watching tv, playing uno and gameboy. Dinner at 8pm was delicious and i was so hungry. After dinner went to archade, then went to rent table tennis to play at the amphitheatre.At there also have jumbo checkers. We were all perspiring lyk siao. haha. Played until 9plus went bak to my room. Then continue to play uno while watching a ghost show. Went for supper at 11.30pm until 1plus. After tat went bak to room to watch tv then slept at 2plus.

11dec09
Reached harbour front at 4plus, went to mac. Met my aunt they all at 5plus. Knew tat besides my aunt family, my conusin's dad's family side oso going. Which means tat total of 23ppl of our family are going on board the ship. Also knew tat we are gg to take the SUPERSTAR VIRGO ship. It has a total of 13storey. While walking along, still have cartoon characters!? to take photos. There were tons of ppl.First went to our room, room no. 10133 located at the 10th floor. So overjoy to know tat the tv in the room have tvb8,astro, HBO anddisney channel.But sad to know tat they were none s'pore channels. So happy cos i watched raymond lam's show, linda chung's show and watched alot of mtv^^ Went to eat dinner at duno wat restaurant. Somemore the guys still need wear collar-t. No shorts and slippers allowed! After dinner, took a stroll, snap alot of photos but chuin kang refused to take with us:/ The scenery was very nice and the sound of the waves was fantastic. We can see the ship moving very slow as we were standing at the lobby balcony, i tink. Then, went to the Lido to watch the 'little mermaid' play but came out again cos it was boring. Saw tat there was libreary, gym, mahjong room, kbox, cinema, dance lounge.... and alot more. After touring around, went to archade to play. There was limited games but most of it was driving and i played alot of it. haha i tink my driving skills improved le. Played till 11plus then go back room. Watched tv, wanted to sleep but juz could not. Finally managed to sleep at 2plus.

10dec09
Worked until 6pm then rushed to NOVENA for diiner to celebrate adora's bdae.
Had steamboat at a place wif adora, jie wei, louise, took kee, gladys,jasmine, man wai and sharon.

I WANT TO WATCH NEW MOON !!!

BODYWORLDS&SCIENCE CENTER~

2009-12-09T23:44:00.000-08:00

Haha, yesterday(9dec) went to bodyworlds&science center wif jie wei,louise, yun hui, wei jie, zhong cheng, musa and ms leo.
Met jie wei at lavender mrt at 9.20am but i was late for 20mins.
P.s jie wei, made you wait for me and becos of me u cannot drink water in the mrt station.
In the train, saw wei jie and zhong cheng. And they didint see us. Then me and jie wei was attracting their attention but still didnt notice us. Hehe. Finally, we called them although we can juz simply walk to them. lol. Reached jurong east at 10plus, i tink. Was late. But luckily ms leo is oso late. She said she will go directly there but reached at 11pm although we planned to meet at 10am. So we decided to walk there slowly, which was a stone throw away. Reached there still early, so went to macdonald for breakfast. Shared fries wif jie wei. Louise brought a magazine for jw which has sodagreen inside. haha.
11am, ms leo reached le. The counter told us tat bodyworlds ticket was $12/person then if we oso go science centre is $13/person. So we decided to go both. More worth wat^^
Went there and the bodyworld is so cool. Saw alot of things but was a little disgusting la, i tink. S0 real but seems fake. But obviously is real de la. haha. saw dinosaurs, octopus and humans...
Then went science center. Quite fun cos it has been a long time since i go there. Haha. Played until 4plus then musa and ms leo must go off le. So the rest of us went IMM for lunch and dinner at AJISAN. And i ordered a bowl of rice and take some of their side dish :) After eating, actually is while waiting for me to finish my meal, we chit chat... Talk about alot of stuff. Then suddenly jw was so high about laughing gor. Haha. While louise was high about Chace crawford...
Went to lavender to take 133 to go home. But when i reached the bus stop, i saw 133 go le. Sad. i wait for lyk 20mins. Reached home at around 8plus.

R for raymond...

2009-12-08T01:31:00.003-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAYMOND LAM !!!

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to raymond,
happy birthday to you!

祝林峰生日快乐:)
8DECEMBER2009-30yrs old

Have i grown mature !?

2009-12-07T05:43:00.000-08:00

Today is my third day of work. Btw im currently working at popular under multi-media. & im glad i actually learn alot of things :)
At first not very familiar wif the job:
-new environment!
-no friends...
-FIRST JOB^^
But found tat the 'head' there is very flexible and quite kind. But legs are aching cos stand for long hrs. haha. Yesterday is the worst. Work from 10.30am to 10pm. Work finish still must sweep the place. Reach home already wan 11pm le. Exhuasted sia...But im quite happy cos i got things to do, dun need slack at home. haha. but then sometimes at there oso very free cos multi-media does not have alot of customers.
First day of work very nervous but then adora,took kee and gladys came and find me.So i very happy. haha. Jie wei wanted to come but too far. Anyway, i can sense her thoughts! (did i express it correctly?)haha.
Yesterday saw my neighbour.
Today, my aunt and counsins came. haha.
My mum says ppl go out work le will become more sensible and mature. So did i ???

Hope tat i can continue tis job and do it very well :)

Friday(11dec) afternoon going wif jw&friens to watch new moon.
evening goin wif my FAMILY including counsins... to cruise until 13dec ^^

2009-11-30T23:27:00.000-08:00

Watching hi my sweetheart now. Its such a nice show and i cant wait for the next episode!!!

Jie wei, louise, took kee and gladys came to my house today. Actually at my house nothing to do. I bet they are very bored. haha. Talk awhile. Went to play mahjong. Jie wei was so funny when playing mahjong. The whole day keep saying 严重 ! lol. So funny. After that when took kee come, she became my disciple. haha. She was such a fast learner. SO glad i have become a shifu. Dinner eat at my house. so ps didnt cook enough for them. In the end, took kee and louise had to keep instant noodles. After eating dinner, we still have to go to 7 eleven to buy food to eat cos still not full. From there, louise went home while the rest came bak my hse. Play taidi until 8plus took kee went home. Then me, jie wei and gladys watch the 9oclock new show. Gladys went home first while jie wei was the last. haha. so ps nvr accompany jw to bus stop.
jie wei and louise dye their hair. so cool. but louise is more obvious.

Im glad i had this bunch of friends................................
我将会好好地珍稀这一段得来不易的友宜!宾:)

FAMILY DAY :)

2009-11-26T11:53:00.000-08:00

WOW!

Dustbin

half eaten steamed egg...

-cheesy prawn-

"i look lyk a hamster!"

Yummy Yummy~

friut punch

abalone in green bowl^^

sharkfin wor~

{FORBIDDEN to remember, terrified to forget, it was a hard line to walk. }

-Dad didnt work today so wanted to go for a morning jog but my sis and i did not wan to wake up, wanted to 赖床.-went to Eunos for job interview yesterday. Quite nervous at first and the female interviewer look very fierce! I guess my performance was bad so i shall start looking other jobs first cos i have no confidence tat they will call me :/

-After the interview, we went to NOVENA for dinner. Ate at VIENNA which was a buffet restaurant. It has nice ambience and the food was srumptious. It has a huge variety of food and we ate for a full 2hrs. It was worthwhile and after tat the four of us (dad,mum,sis and me) think tat our stomach is bursting le. Then shop at United Square. Alot of shop sell children's stuff and alot of game stuff. I WANT TO BUY PSP or NINTENDO DS ! In the end, dad dun allow. Finally managed to buy the hard disk for our x.box 360 which cost $70plus. Damn ex-

-took 21 and headed home to watch 学警出更and蓝球火.

不舍的离别...

2009-11-25T01:48:00.000-08:00

Woke up at 6am tis morning. Went to potong pasir to meet took kee @7am but was late. haha. Then at lavender mrt, met jie wei, who was in a hurry.In the train, did not really communicate wif JW, feel so awkward cos too long didnt see her. haha.
Then head to Changi Airpot to send SUSAN off.Reach aiirport. Alot of our classmates were already there and the boys dressed so formally.Saw tears in susan's eyes.Adora was late.Took pictures wif susan.ALL THE BEST TO YOU, SUSAN!Aftermath, she check in. It was indeed sad.Seeing her walking further from us.After that went for a sit wif adora, jie wei, took kee and louise. Sit there discussed where we want to go afterwards. After a long while, decided to go mac for breakfast. Louise ate pan cake while the rest of us ate apple pie. lol. except for adora nvr eat, keep thinking abt mappling! After eating, all of us went home. Reached home, went to mac AGAIN to eat lunch wif my sis. YES! My sis is back from her camp. When she saw me, she started bubbling out all the things tat happened during the camp while i told her abt the events in our hse for the past 3days. haha.
In the airport, there were so many people: locals, tourists and PRs... All of them hugging, crying, could see tat they were feeling sad at that moment. Some leave for good and vice-versa for the others. Some were force to leave while others leave willingly.Some leave S'pore wif good memories while others wif hatred, sadness... All these seems to happen at the same time. Some were dragging their feets to enter the gate while others leave briskly or rather wif pride. Like what JW had said, just one transparent window leave all of us in seperate world.

人生- 笑话?

2009-11-23T12:38:00.000-08:00

things when break,put back together,can never be a whole again!

{人生就像笑话... ...

或者是我想太多...

很多事情都不是由我控制的.}

你说你要飞翔的自由，只不过是一个借口，我也会接受。

曾经牵着你的手，还有什么要求，我只要退在你背后。

终有一天我会成为你最好的朋友，无理取闹也会接受，心再痛眼泪倒流。

我不懂你的心，还要守到最后，就算爱情厌旧从指缝溜走擦破我双手。

你不懂我的心，有时候真的好累想不再回头放开所有，

可惜我，一直没办法留，却也没办法走。

想找一个理由好让我转身就走。为什么这时候才发现我越恨你，我越难过？

我不懂你的心，还要守到最后。就算拥抱变旧温度已不够我一样温柔

你不懂我的心，尝试过一干遍写下很多理由，决定放手。

可惜我..... 一直没办法留.... 却也没办法走......

傻和蠢的距离

2009-11-21T00:23:00.000-08:00

Had another lifeless day, AGAIN.
Really feel lyk goin out.Later goin to the new shopping mall @Farrer Park wif my mum while my sis go to learn Pipa which was nearby. From tomoro till wed, my sis is having camp and juz nice tis three days, my parents are also working.Thus, i guess i will be spending the days ALONE!

To ****** :
不要再用花言巧语来骗我，被你偏第一次的时候，我一经受到教训了。所以让我来告诉你我这次不会那么蠢的。我第一次是傻。因为有人告诉过我 “傻和蠢只有一线之差”。

Why are all the things happening around me? Im really scared and fustrated about it. I seems to be alone in tis world, no one around me, only me, myself. How i wish some one could come and save me. No one seems to understand me, or maybe me, myself dont even noe who i am, what i want... So whats the point of living in such pathetic life. Who shd i trust? Who is the friend tat i trust most or shd i say who noes me the best? I think there is none. All i could do is make them feel irritated and fustrating. I guess i shall not bother them unless i m really desperated.

惭愧

2009-11-20T10:44:00.000-08:00

对不起，我并不知道我的所作所为会让你感到如此的厌倦，
如此得难受；痛苦，
还要你在我面前伪装自己，
对不起，我让你喘不过气。

我希望你明白，我的出发点一直以来都是单纯，简单的。我纯粹只是想站在朋友的立场来帮助你。并不是想得到回报，赞赏。我这样做只是为了想得到你们的注意，想要你们多看我一眼。我不在乎你们作弄我，欺负我，最重要的是至少你们还有把我放在心中。

我许了一个愿。希望我的朋友有难事，第一个想到的会是我。我希望有这个机会来让我伸出援手，逆铺我的过错。
我也感谢了上天。让我有机会认识我这群好友；在我最无助的时候帮我
在我跌倒的时候扶我
在我遇到困难是为我解决
在我彷徨的时候挺身而出
谢谢大家。
可是在这时候，我最希望的是，要求你再给我多一次机会。因为我真得不能失去像你这样完美的死党。没有人比你跟了解我。如果不是因为有你，我人生一定会觉得空缺。
我知道我伤害了你无数次，不管是有意还是无意。我只想让你知道从头到尾我都没有想过我会伤害到你。
不要不理我，我会觉得很难受。

CLASS CHALET 2009

2009-11-19T21:11:00.000-08:00

Back from 4e1 class chalet!
This tuesday we had class chalet at pasir ris costa sand till today. ( thurs, 19nov)
Had lots of fun wif my class. Throughout tis three days, didnt see zhi jing, zhang di, sanisa...
I am glad tat i can stay overnight!
17nov09
met gladys at toa payoh interchange at 1.30pm.She was late as bus 139 was slow.haha.We even took the wrong train and was late.We are so "road idiot". Then took back again and waste our time. Then met adora at aljunied station and we went there together.When we reach there, we were still one of the earliest.Slowly more ppl came. Was damn p.s cos my backpack was so huge and adora keep saying tat i look lyk a camper and refugee! In the end i made her carry my bag. While waiting for took kee, me, gladys and adora went to the archade. When took kee arrived, we went wif her to put her bag down then found out tat jie wei had arrived too. Then the 5 of us went archade play again. But only me and adora played cos jie wei was busy telling ghost stories to gladys and took kee. At night, louise came. Our teachers also came ( Ms leo, Mr liu, Ms er, Mr ng, Mr concenciao) except for ms lee cos she say she forget le. BBQ until 9plus, me,jie wei, took kee,manfred and clarence went to dunno where must pay $3 to bath. Expensive but the place was luxurious. haha. 10plus came bak to room, we snatch the tv to watch :on the beat" and jie wei was so high abt ZHANG SIR.Its lyk so many ppl came and at nite everybody is snatching for the bed. Then we stay in the room until 2plus, hungry le so went to mac. All the rest slept in the room except for jie wei, took kee, shaun, zhong cheng and wei jie, including me. We eat and chat until lyk 3,4plus.then went to the beach. It was so dark la. And we saw METEOR !!! But too fast so could not make a wish. Then bluff by Chen Hang and all of us were so angry. At the beach also saw musa, khai, chen hang and heriyani. stayed there until 6/7plus then go bak to our room.
18nov09
morning 7plus, i slpet for 1hr.Ate apple pie for breakfast. Then jie wei and took kee went to airport to see hip as hip is going bak Vietnam.(i feel so guilty...) I could not go as my phone and wallet was wif shaun and he went home wif it so the whole day i had nothing until today morning. At the airport, they met wif adora,louise,chalisa and seal. While waiting for them i played psp, watsched tv until sian so went to sleep as the rest went for bowling. slept wif chen hang and gabriel. lol.When they came bak,we went to eat lunch and the food suck. No appetite to eat. After ta went bak to room and we played mahjong. So long nvr play le but i maneged to win some times. haha. then the other groups played poker and uno. And its lyk suddenly, 4e1 bacame a bunch of gamblers. At first, jie wei and took kee wanted to slp. I guess we are too noisy thus they could not slp. Felt so guilty and p.s. Played until dinner time, all of us ate pizza. After tat jie wei went home. All of us were so sad..... Baded farewell to her. After tat most of the ppl went to swim. Meanwhile, me, adora, louise, took kee, zhong cheng and clarence stayed in the room and we took the turns to bath. Whilt took kee was bathing, the rest of us were screaming cos we saw a big fat cockroach in our room. Me and louise were screaming lyk siao. luckily jie wei was not there. haha. Clarence managed to catch the cockroach and he was our hero.I bathed wif adora as i was too timid and while we were in the bathroom, we were laughing lyk mad as something funny happened. After bathing when the rest of ppl came bak, the 6 of us went to ehub.Wanted to catch a midnite movie but only left 2012 and paranoid show. 2012 we watch b4 le then paranoid was scary so didnt watch.So we went to eat supper. Wanted to eat subway but they only take orders for takeaway as it was late. Then change to burger king. it was delicious.After tat went bak to room, played cards,watch tv and the rest played play station. damn scary la. me and adora was hiding lyk siao.Went outside,khai was conducting an experiment. He used fire and wanted to create an explosion.So clever as he managed to do tat.then we walk walk until 3plus.Then i could not stand it anymore so went to slp cos too tired. Woke up at 9plus.
19nov09
Woke up and saw susan. She came and give us souveniers as she going bak to nepal. so sad as she is not coming bak spore le.10.30am, we check out. It was sad as the 3days were so short and i guess in future it will be very difficult to gather the whole 4e1 together le. It was a fun and memorable experiance and i guess i will not forget the short and interesting 3-days.Took mrt wif louise, adora, took kee. We were so tired on the train and all of us were wanting to reach home fast so tat we can go home to slp. louise and adoar alight at eunos and aljunied respectively. Then me and took kee went to lavender to take 133. Luckily took kee think of tat so we reached home lyk half an hr earlier. Reached home slept for 6hrs and felt so refresh!
4e1 is the class tat i will not forget. We shared our happiness, saddness, worry-ness together. We faced all the barrier together and we will not be seperated. Its a once in a lifetime chance tat i have a bunch of best friends tat is willing to endure my stupidness and my all time lame jokes. We will be best friends forever and i hope tat we will remain in contact forever.

IMPORTANT!

2009-11-12T05:53:00.000-08:00

I have created a new blog specially for raymond lam. Pls check it out and support lin feng. Rmb to give comments :)

ADDRESS: www.raymondxfung.blogspot.com

EXAMS OVER !!!

2009-11-12T00:07:00.000-08:00

yupee... olevel is finally over yesterday.I m free now:) but free until theres nothing for mi to do. Its lyk juz one day n i find it boring le.lol.Now currently waiting anxiously for my lousy results to come out.Aiyo this few days keep thinking abt how much i may get and the thought of it makes me feel relunctant to go to sch nxt year to collect the result slip.
Planning to find a job so who have any lobang pls tell mi. I may be interested!

Happy Belated Birthday to Took Kee and Gladys^^ (ps i forgot.)

December: going cruise with my counsin and all :)

Going out with my friends but still haven decide where. At first wanted to go Wild Wild Wet but change our mind.

[NOTICE] I WILL BE MAKING A BLOG FOR RAYMOND LAM>>>
-pls look forward to it!-

没有 Alfred 的日子雨天

2009-10-10T05:11:00.000-07:00

16 DAYS TO OLEVELS - good luck everyone =) jia you
Im sick....... really sick..... its so torturing to be sick ! :(
Argggh, miss 3days of schooling. came back to school although it is sat for english supp class as my eng is totally horrible. I miss my friends and im so happy tat they care for me. haha. They say i look skinnier, my i ? I am lyk 39Kg.

Gladys came my hse to study today.We have lots of fun n she is so cute. Her actions were hilarious and it was undescibedable.SO now, i m left with chemistry, ss, geo and eng hw. Have to chiong before boys over flowers start doing. So good, my sis finish her EOY le. Slacking now le la...

Omg. Can you believe it? Linda has "boyfriend"le la. Reported in newspaper. They were seen dating together. Duno is real or fake. But seems to be real cos still have photo. Im sure the reporters wont be so crazy to merge the photo be. Poor RAYMOND... But nvm im sure linda will come bak to u de. Since u are so good, u will also have alot of suitors.

ADORA GET WELL SOON (O.o)